24 February 2009

Midterms Lent and No Coffee?

I'm so overwhelmed. I have so much to do for school. I spent all day Saturday doing homework, and made a to do list to help me get everything done on time. I need to just focus on what I need to do today, and not worry about the rest of the week. I think I may have anxiety issues. It's about time to head to the psychologist, but I can't afford it. Today's going to be that last day I have red meat for 40 days. I'm giving up red meat and coffee for Lent. I haven't had any coffee since Thursday, and i'm hoping I can make it through Lent. Maybe if I make it that long, I'll be able to stop the coffee addiction. I'm a little sad about it too bc coffee has become such a part of my personality. Most people I know hear a phrase like I take coffee with my oxygen and think of me. I have to give up the coffee and cut down on the red meat though. I think they're contributing to my increase in migraines. Coffee's definitely going to be the most difficult because even though I've passed the needing it point, I still want it. Coffee makes me happy. Sigh

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