How is it that everyone knew all along that Ryan and I were going to end up together? I mean I guess part of me knew too. That's why I was always pushing him that we should date, but the timing was never right. I guess that's why I find it so interesting that everyone says it's about time. It gives it a double meaning really. What they generally mean is finally, but our whole relationship has been all about the timing. We couldn't date the first time I wanted to because we didn't know each other well enough. Then I was dating Chris, then he was dating Emily, then I was dating Corey, then he thought I needed to take some time to purge myself of past relationships, then I was dating Ryan G off and on for 2 years. It wasn't until I decided that my relationship with Ryan G wasn't right and broke it off that Ryan was willing to accept us as a couple. Even then, he waited until I was ready to speak up and get things rolling. Good things come to those who wait; so I guess I'll hold out and wait for him to say I love you (even if it does mean I have to wait til he proposes).
By the way, this whole wedding business has made the proposal thing come to light in my mind. I tend to think of things on a semester basis since the vast majority of my life has been, and will apparently continue to be, school. I have 4 weeks left in this semester (That's terrifying in itself), and then summer, fall, spring. One calendar year from the end of this semester. Wow! That's so long, yet so short all at the same time.
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