Top Ten things on my mind right now

1. I am awake at 5 am for no reason
2. Ryan was very receptive to the idea of wedding planning even before getting engaged because we both plan on that being the outcome of our relationship.
3. Ryan was also impressed that my mom and I spent 4 hours together planning an aspect of my future and got along in the process. I hadn't even though about that, but come to think about it so am I.
4. Apparently, if you want to have a wedding in the summer you have to reserve a venue, photographer, and caterer about a year in advance. Ryan now knows this and can appropriately plan the proposal.
5. I lost my phone while I was sleeping last night, and really need to find it asap because it's driving me crazy
6. Since I didn't find a job, and didn't get a call this morning to wake me up asking if I could work, I guess I'm going to observe. Ryan has to get home after class and my class was cancelled so I'll probably come home right after I observe.
7. I don't want to observe anymore. I get really tired of going there and the teacher expecting me to teach or me having to watch the students watch a movie because the teacher doesn't teach.
8. I love Ryan and almost told him yesterday when we were snuggling up to each other in my car after we had looked at a potential wedding venue.
9. Yesterday instead of class we had meetings to discuss our program of study and potential deficiencies that would prevent us from licensure; mine lasted 4 min, and that includes the 2 min it took to walk upstairs.
10. My dad thinks my mom and I are ridiculous for spending the past two nights working on wedding plans. I agree, but will continue now that I know that there are 10,000 details to think about. I at least want to have a distinct idea of an opinion on each detail.

***Update***

It's 6:30 and I'm still awake (I was waiting to see it I'd get a phone call) but will probably go back to sleep now that I know I don't have to wake up til 8:30 or 9.

I found my phone.

I didn't get any calls so I will not be working, and I guess I'll go ahead and observe to get another day out of the way.